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Right. No surprise there, I know. But lately I can't do ANYTHING wtihout him being right there telling me how much he hates me, how stupid I am, wants me to hurry and leave, wants to kill me, and wishes I was never born. At other times it doesn't affect me at all. Other times I could care less if he hates me. But he's been saying it over and over and over again and I know I'm about to crack and hit him one. Though I know the reason why he's been preasuring me a lot more. I'm turning 18 in a month. Therefore I can't retaliate. Plus this month has been terrible. Hell, this YEAR has been terrible! It kinda hits home when you have all this stress with graduating, college, job hunting, family appearences (with part of your family fighting), friend's (Eric's mostly) problems, then people in general just being stupid and talking without thinkning. Through in a conceeded brother who thinks he's "the shit" and thinks he should get the same privilages I do just because it makes me out to be the "favorite child". And we can't have that. God fucking forbid Kesha to actualy sspend time with mom without Kaleb. I can't even got to the shoe store with mom whithout him tagging along, becasue I might actualy get shoes. I haven't had new shoes for over two years, they were on clearance for $15. Kal's got 3 pair of $50 shoes. My new shoes coast $25 and I was reluctant to get them because I knew it would give Kal a reason to guilt trip mom into buying him some expensive item. I feel so bad for mom when I actualy do leave. I actualy feel guitly, and I have no idea why. Why does Kal have to be so ignorant? He also does one other thing to annoy the fucking hell out of me. When he's in a rather heated fight with mom he'll shout (and I quote from an earlier fight): "Maybe you should just beat me, it seemed to work on Kesha!" One: My mom did NOT beat me. She did get irritated with me and had not patience for me, thus she was pretty much mean to me for my whole childhood, but I will deny and argue with anyone that says she laid a hand on me. Two: That is in the PAST! Way, way in the past. Kal was, like, six or seven. Three: It happened to ME not HIM. Four: I FORGAVE mom already. I did a long-long time ago. Five: That's just low. Even for him. I despise him so much...
This however, beats all. STORY: While they (Kyle, Anna, Kegan, Sean, and Kristy) were still living in Flordia the kids descided they wanted to go outside and play. Kyle somehow obtained a Gatoraid bottle from the neighbors house and they were throwing it up in the air. Well, one time they threw it up a car just so happens to drive by and the bottle falls onto the cars hood. The car comes to a screaching hault, lady gets out and starts yelling at Kyle, Anna, and Kegan. Kyle: 15 yrs. old Anna: 7yrs. old Kegan: 5yrs. old Sean comes out and see what the problem is, then ask the lady if she would like him to inspect the "damage". She refused. Police were called, blah, blah, blah, blah. They are all now back in Michaigan. THREE FUCKING MONTHS LATER, my aunt Kristy gets a call. They want her to go to court. IN FLORDIA, because this ladies car is all smashed up. The driver's side mirror is missing and there's scratch marks all across the side. She "proclaimes" that they were throwing bricks. Kyle HANDED the bottle to the POLICE, dammit. And how'd she get scartches down her car? With the mirror missing? Even if they were throwing rocks, that still doesn't seem plausable... She'd have to be driving at them (with them on the road) and they throwing it straight at her. Or she stopped and they managed to run up to her car without her knowing and start scratching the hell out of it. So know I get to write a wonderful report on how great a kid Kyle is. Which he is. That kid has been through a lot, and if he goes into the JD Hall like the lady wants him to, he's not going to make it out unscathed. He's 15 years old. 5 foot 1 inch. He comes up to my waist. Though... I have to say this is most likely going to be something I put A LOT of effort into. I love the kid to damn much to see him break anymore than he is. I'm going to cry. Lets start off with a review I got today from fanfiction.net. Though I kow it's pointless to degrade things like this, I would just like to point out a few factors of "Flaming".
Name[s]: N/A Fandom: Harry Potter Rating: Mature (For one.) ( Just Harry ) ( Draco/Harry ) Explination for the third picture: In our RP Harry barrowed a dress and some other things from Pansy and Mili. (It's a non-magic AU RP.) Plus I really like how this is drawn... It makes me proud. xD And that's all for the art dump for now. :D
It's insane... O__o I just remebered I have a PR project that I'm suppose to be doing... D< I'm going to end up drawing pr0n. ! Speaking of pr0n, I gots a new hentai video! It's called Wife With Wife. I picked it out because it had a funny looking cover with (Waringing: Absolutly NOT for Children) at the bottom. I didn't even read the back to see what it was about, and imagine my surprise when I found out it was for MILF lovers! Hahaha~! I thought my lungs were going to burst because I was laughing so hard. I thought I was going to die. >:D Porn makes me laugh. <3 --- I'm working on a couple of stories at once. Zach's X-mas story, a random Rock Lee story that I came up with, Kitty and Me, and a Shino/Kiba one. *The Rock Lee story came to me while I was listening to Puddle of Mud: She Hates Me. Thus, it's going to be my second song fic. Le sigh. *Shino/Kiba is going to be really (REALLY) long. D< *STFY Zach. Your story is pissing me off. I know what I want to happen, I'm just to lazy to write it. And I'm going to get it done. Even if I have to force myself. *Kitty and Me is an iffy. It's the Draco and Harry one that so many people want to write... I just... Harry Potter sucks. D:< --- I keep thinking tomarrow's Monday. @_@"
After I was done playing with markers, I began to clean my room up a little more. Then, I just so happened to find my good drawing pens. So, just for the hell of it, I wanted to draw Kakashi and Iruka porn. W- NOT WORK SAFE And just because I love the idea of a sluty Iruka with a vibrater, I also drew this: W- NOT WORK SAFE ( Iruka. xD ) Needless to say, I didn't finish cleaning my room. :B Oh. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZACH! Much love Emo. :D
Rating: NC-17 : NOT work safe! (... Duh.) Reason: Yep. I drew tenticle monster porn. It's Branden's X-mas present~! I have to say, it's my best one yet. xD Other: Once again it's on lined paper because *I* don't have a sketch pad at the moment. D< --- *Eric got me a effscking cool pez thing~! We were having "Pez Orgies" at lunch... Yeah... It was fantasic. It in the form of a keychain, which is also mega cool, so I hooked it onto my back-pack. <3 *Sarah wrote a "Begining" of a story and gave it to me because she's just awsomely bitch-tastic like that. Write more dammit! D< I read it and at the end I was like: "More!" (<-- Insert growl into voice) So, Sarah if you read this. Fucking write more, dammit! *Oh, oh, oh! I also got a candy cane from Corrley! (Sp?) Stupid prick face Branden broke it. I was going to put it on my tree too. Ass... Dx --- Note to self: Zach's Birthday is on the 28th. ... I'm never going to remember. TT___TT Note to self number two: Quit forgetting things. D< --- ... Lawlz @ Note Number Two.
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